Crew Member Reveals Mental Health Struggle Following Deluge of Harassment Following Journey

A pioneering space traveler has spoken candidly about her battle with depression after facing a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.

Amanda Nguyen – known as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the 11-minute suborbital flight in the spring, which also included celebrity crewmates.

The much-publicized journey was heavily criticized by some, who cited its expense and environmental footprint.

Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the negative reaction buried her dreams under an torrent of sexist abuse.

“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a social media post, referring to a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the landing.

She portrayed the news reports and online discourse as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.

“I did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,” she wrote. “Weeks after, I was forced to terminate a call, my voice choked by tears.”

Overshadowed by Sexism

Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in female health science and conducted tests during the flight, said everything she had worked for – including her studies and extensive preparation to the personal milestone of her background – was buried under the avalanche of gendered attacks.

She is best known for her groundbreaking advocacy protecting the rights of sexual assault survivors.

Her own aspiration for spaceflight was put on hold after an attack during her college days, leading to a long campaign for accountability.

Finding Solid Ground

Now, eight months after fulfilling her dream, she has stated the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she thanked the supporters whose support helped save her. “Your support rescued me,” she wrote.

She noted that amid the criticism, significant positive outcomes had resulted from the experience, including spotlight on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.

About the Mission

The self-operating spacecraft launched from Texas in the spring, carrying the six-woman crew on a short trip that crossed the Kármán line of space.

The diverse crew also featured leaders in various fields.

The company behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company founded by a well-known tech mogul.